my life begins anew today. seriously. that's how it feels. that's how i feel. these past few days have been particularly rough as i've rummaged the decision to release, finally, 6 years -- no, lots, lots more -- of something that has loaded my life, my humour, my conscience, my smile. ah, why can't i tell you what? my intention is not cryptic. and apparently i still need to become a bit more comfortable with this....but i. am. free.
and he was right...it was as ridiculously easy as sending a couple of emails. thank you, gonzolo. our conversation last night was immensurate.
but it wasn't easy...this thing that i did today. when is such a cherished outcome ever easy...or simple? ...or ridiculous?
why do we fight nature so? honestly, what i did today was not an epiphany. it was not a spur of the moment decision. i knew it would make me happy. i knew it. ...so why did it take so long? maybe because 4 months ago, my world, as i live it, was fundamentally, on so many levels, different. my foundation has shifted...in at least 5 ways...and only 2 of which i had control.
"everybody knows we live in a world where we don't give beautiful things a second glance."
that's not me.
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